poems MAJOR INSOMNIACORPORAL SLEEPNick Armbrister and other writers
- NICK ARMBRISTER/JBS
- Jan 16, 2021
- 2 min read
MAJOR INSOMNIA
CORPORAL SLEEP
Nick Armbrister and other writers
Logan Bought A Gun
There are different types of deals
Like trading sex for drugs
A blow job for a joint
A fuck for a pipe of crack
A 69 for opium hemp juice
Just an example of it
Done by a girl
She was skint
Couldn’t buy drugs
So paid by sex
Yankee Marine boyfriend went mad
Killed the drug sex lover
Almost got away with it
Buried the body too shallow
Found by a hiker
Got sent to jail
An 18 stretch no parole
His career over for good
It must’ve been love
Loving his drug bitch
More than the Corps
His years will endure
Time to think
Sex for drugs
A bad trade
Jail for corps
Bullet for a life
Regrets?
haha
j'aime appelle nick
j'ai douze ans
j'suis angleterre
lol
i like call nick
I am twelve years old
i am england
Inquisitive
On this at at this time I feel what is missing
It rarely shows itself but does now
Why I don’t know?
The very rare feeling missing is this
That I have no family of my own
No blood lines to continue my lineage
My parents are dead and I’ve no siblings
Nor do I have and children of my own
Not in that very specific regard
This last stings and causes me
The melody that visited me now
And in the hours as I lay dozing
Wondering how it would be
If my life was normal in that ways
With a nice gal the same as me
Who saw the world thru similar eyes
Gave me 6 kids who are my own kind
Or even different that’s fine
As half of my blood is in their veins
But none of that ever happened
Nor ever will not in this life
Except in my dreams since the 1980s
I never did get it right with gals
Or family matters so it’s a What if?
Just like my mythical Royal Air Force career
If I could turn the clock back I would
But that’s not possible except in dreams
It’s fine for I accept my life actions and myself
I exist in the Kingdom of Nick and I did good
In all areas in life except the missing one
I shed no tears for my alternate history
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